HEY PEEPS~

change link again. sorry for the trouble. =x

<3,
mehs``

i've always say, love yourself before you love others. if you don't love yourself, you have no rights to love others.

and yap. i've finally learnt to love myself more than others. =)

woke up at 10 again. -.-" then went to watch tv. left house about 12. miss talking to puay. and yaps. talked to her on the phone during her break. =) i board the train to meet sh. and while walking towards sh, everyone look at me la. i think i talked too loud. *sigh* it's not the first time can? =(

anyway, went marina square. yz came late. lols. so i went to buy a pair of shoes and sh bought a bag. then went down to meet yz at long john. she looked like a lost kid. sitting there waiting for the return of her parents. lols. =x anyway, had lunch, then went to bowl. =) miss bowling!!! lols. first round, i nearly won sh, but she catch up. and won me hands down. >< then second round, i was leading. until 2 rounds i got -|-.. sad can?? =( then finally, last round i spare and got another round. nearly hit the pin when the bowl went into the gutter. sians. >< in the end, lost to sh by one mark!!! WAHS!!! ='(

went to suntec to drink starbucks. and talk lo. miss school suddenly. all the fun and jokes. all the crap things that yk did in class. yaps. gonna miss that guy really much. lessons weren't boring with him around. lols. anyway, yz left and sh and me went to catch a movie. stomp the yard.

it's a really nice show. somehow, the plot is quite similar to that of step up. only that it's A LOT nicer. =) at the end of the show, i saw this sentence. and i guess it's pretty true. intelligence and character, is the key to pure education.-MARTIN LUTHER KING. lols. =)

went home alone. and yaps. thought about my life quite alot. =) suddenly i felt very fortunate to be able to go to school and gain some knowledge. though i was only working at the popular fair for 1 week, i realise that money just doesn't come easy. and studying is so much easier. =) i remembered talking to one of the suppliers that i'll work harder. she was pretty pleased to hear that. and she wished i'm her child. i guess, my parents will be happy to hear that too. lols. and i guess, i'll try my very best to work hard. =) opportunities don't come by easy. it's really up to us to work hard to get them. i'll do my parents proud. seriously. i'll work hard this time. and i wanna meet puay in uni!! =) i wanna study with her again. hehes. though i'll be one year her junior. lols. PUAY!!!! i miss studying with you. =)

many things changed. hahas. even now, this isn't the MEH i know. hahas. where has the MEH gone to? probably she has vanished from this world. hahas. =) still. i'll always be the happy little girl that lh know me as. =) guess, i'll really be a small girl from now on.

can or cannot? is in the state of your mind. if you think you can, you can. i used to have little faith in myself. but now, i know i CAN and i WANT to go to a UNI. =) not for any one, but myself. lols. SMU!! lols. hmms. love used to be a very wonderful thing. but i guess, it's no longer perfect anymore. i choose to step out of that world. =) HAs! people always say, "once bitten twice shy". i guess, in my case, it's "twice bitten thrice shy". lols.

wow. this entry sound pretty weird. but that's all for now. =) gonna change link soon. lols.

done blogging.

^{thinking back, i feel silly. lols. i made myself looking like a little bitch. maybe i am. lols. but who cares now? lols. i'll start this life all over.}

-it's only the beginning.-

nope. it's hard to be a strong girl.

sad to say, i can't take it.

i rather be dead than to feel this freaking pain.

woke up like 10 plus. then went to watch tv. i wanted to catch the episode of my HK drama that i missed. lols. =P

left house at about 2.20. took cab down to watch topshop fashion show at VIVO. -.-" and gosh!! the female models are like freaking thin la. they are practically skin and bone. and EEEE~~~ can see the ribcage can. so disgusting. >< the male models are like super all. one had super nice legs. while another is rather cute. hahas. he looks like one jap actor. lols. =) there was 20% off storewide. it's only for members la. thank god my sis's friend invited her. =P that's why we get to see it. lols. you know 20% makes a HUGE diff?! i saved like 30 bucks.. hahas.

went walking around. bought donuts. had to wait for freaking 40 minutes. and it's not as nice as the one at raffles city. >< not that i'm fussy or what. but it just doesn't have the taste. =( had marche for dinner. nope. this time, i'm smart. i didn't order mashed potatoes. =P

met my uncle. talked for awhile, then went home.

many things happened recently. and yaps. my life is really going to undergo a HUGE change. it's just a matter of time. in the meantime, i'll try my best to do less shopping. SAVE!!! and that means, good-bye godiva. hais. before i could really taste it, i have to say bye to it. *argh* but well. no one will ever know what will happen in future right? i just wanna have a happy family. who cares about being rich, when family's love is so much more important. and HELLO~! i haven't seen my dad since i started working. and it's like 3 weeks?! *sigh* daddy. i miss you.

done blogging.

-it's time to be sensible-

yap. finally step out of this house of mine. actually, driven out of this house. lols.

woke up at 8.45. cause my maid start waking my sis. and she threw my sis's bear on me. -.-" then my sis started coming to my bed and take it. then i woke up. and my maid off the air con. >< argh!!! i could have slept for another 2 hours. >< i tried sleeping back, but my maid started moving all the things from my mum's room to my room. cause the pipe in mum's toilet spoil. and some people are coming to repair.. damn. of all days!!! *argh*

so i slack till about 11.20, then prepare. met dum and crystal. went to collect dum's winnings. then went to bugis. went to play arcade. and met eve. wow!! how long have i not seen that lady?! hahas. ok ok. then went v8. gosh! it's still exisiting. hahas. the last time we went there with the other prefects, we spent up till 99 bucks. lols. dum and cong got a shocked of their lives. hahas. =x after lunch, went arcade again. then walk around. met ren, yq and their friend. then walk around again. saw yz!!! hahas. then went mos. then dar and cong join us lo. went sim lim to buy cong's stuff. then went home.

done blogging.

-i am all alone at the crossroads-

i had the weirdest dream. >< how long has it been since i last pack books? about a week ago. and guess what? i dreamt that i was packing books to prepare for the next popular fair!!! >< and this time, the aprons aren't red. they are white. lols. ya! crappiest dream. second part of the dream was, some of us were appointed to help mjr's principal with some stuff la. gosh. shows how much i miss school can? i'm bored at home!!!!

woke up at 10.15. and the entire day, i only watch tv. hais. how boring can life get? =(

i miss school. i miss bitching around with eve and puay. eating sweets in class. sms-ing in front of teacher. but right now, my phone is damn quiet la. =( i miss rushing through homeworks! i miss doing well for exams!!! hahas. fine. ><

done blogging.

-it's time to play with fire.[if you know what i mean.]-

wah lao. 2nd day le. second day of having this stupid stiff neck. and it's worse than the first time la! >< *argh* hate stiff neck!! "stiff neck, go away, come again another day. little meh meh want to play. stiff neck, go away." argh!!!

woke up like 9.30. yaps. another day at home. i practically finish all the free trial of the yahoo games. >< and i'm still so bored. hais. 1 plus, my maid got her friend to buy mac for me. cause she was going lucky plaza. but 2 plus, she's not back. and i was like damn hungry. >< only had lunch at 3. which isn't call lunch le. more like tea break. lols.

friday, might be going to play mahjong. cause the man is coming my house to repair some pipes. and it'll be so noisy. so i decided to go out. wheee~~ hahas. tml might go out too. to play bowling. hahas. =]

hais. suddenly, all the memories just come back. no matter how hard i wanna forget it all. i just can't. cause you were just so special to me. hmms. but... nope. things won't be the same again. cause i'm completely out of your world...

done blogging.

^{i don't know, i am the one for you in this life.}

-trying my best to stay strong.-

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-go paris
-go abroad to study
-new precious thoughts stuff toy
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-new heels!
-new slipper
-new jeans
-new sling bag
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