Tuesday, January 09, 2007, 5:16 PM
cool.

i slept exactly at 10 last night. was freaking tired and i could not stay awake for another second. ><

woke up 1 minute earlier today. wheee~ same routine: met xl then went to meet buddy, took bus 941 at bukit batok bus interchange. reach school, slack till 8 and report to the stadium for morning assembly.

after that, me and buddy went to the container classroom for GP! as the name suggests, it is really a container. you know those big big metal "boxes" use for shipping. so cool right?! and it's air conditioned! cool. haha. ok. i sounded so sua ku. ><

we were already in class at 8.25 and waited for the teacher to come at 8.30. i started scribbling words on a waste paper. i couldn't help it. i miss you badly. and at the moment, i really wished i am in your arms and that you are by my side. i want you this badly. oh well. the teacher came in at 8.40 instead.

for GP, we talked about family. and the entire lesson was very crappy. my teacher, Ms jamaliah. she is my OG tutor. I LOVE HER! cause she rocks. haha. ok ok. she asked what kind of marriages do we have. then one student came up with "shortgun marriage". and my teacher said, "i wonder how this term came about. is it because the angry father took out a shortgun and threaten the guy who got his daughter pregnant?". so crap right? haha. then she started introducing us to "monogamy", "polygamy" and "polyandry". and she said that the system polygamy and polyandry can actually help to control a population. haha. ok ok. the last crap was the word "breadwinner". she was telling us the tradition roles of a father. that a father is a breadwinner. so he brings home breads cause he win them. lol. so crappy!

after GP, there was a 45 minutes break. then we had maths lecture. maths was great and it is fun! i'm loving it. =) though i forgotten alot of simple things that were taught in sec 3. like the law of indices and inequality. =x after the lecture, i remembered it. which is cool. =)

i waited for xl alone. cause buddy wanted to go home to cook his own lunch. so. yap. while waiting, xiao wei and the other girl(forgot her name.=x) came to ka jiao me. haha. but in the end, we talked. xiao wei sent me quite alot of themes. wheee~ thank you! ^^ then xl came, so i went off.

FINALLY! the day is coming~! i'll be going back to mjr with jia lat tml. i'll go collect my award! whee! hehe. i miss mjr. =) maybe i'll pop into music room awhile. been a long time since i hear choir. i wonder how's their progress. hmm. wheee~ maybe i'll talk to some teachers or i'll do my work quietly while waiting for dum and jia lat. hehe. wheee~~

all i wanted was to have you by my side.
to feel your love and your care.
you got me so crazy over you,
but now, i'm all alone,
wishing and hoping you would come back.
every night, i long for your hug.
cause i feel secure in there,
and i'll know that you are there for me
when it's the darkest days of my life.
every day, i long for your sms.
cause i'll know that you'll never be gone,
and that i'm in your mind
no matter what you are doing.
but the more i long for them,
the more painful my heart gets.
cause i know, those days,
will never come back.
cause we both concluded,
it's the end.
what's the point of me thinking,
missing,
and waiting for you.
when all i am to you,
is NOTHING.

i've been missing you all these while. no matter where, no matter what time, and no matter who i am with. and i just can't get you out of my mind. >< i'm sorry.

done blogging.

-i'll never let you go-

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