woke up 8.40. laze in bed again, till 9 plus. then got up. was suppose to go to the west to meet my MI friends when mum didn't allow. so i stuck at home. ><

hmms. i spent my afternoon watching my HK drama. and i'm like finishing soon. =D hahas. i love the part when the guy propose to the girl. he ordered an "eden wedding" drink for her. and said,
"Eden dreams, is the begining of my dream. Eden's wedding, is the continuous of this dream.". lols. ok. cut the crap. i watch from 2 till 5 plus. and guess what, i learnt many meanings of flowers. =) and right now, i'm in love with african lily!! cause it has a special meaning. =) happy finding it out. lols.

gosh! there's an interview tml. and i've waited for so long! pray hard i get it!!! i need that freaking job urgently!!! =x.

oh oh!! guess what i did today? i actually painted my nails french pink. =x i was thinking whether to do french manicure or to paste the nail art. in the end i paste nail art. and i have many many purple butterflies. ^^ looks quite childish. =x

done blogging.

-get me a forget-me-not, and it'll be true love.-

woke up like 8 plus and laze in bed till 9. then i went to buy some things and then went to make jelly. =P then watch a few episodes of my HK drama. =x had lunch about 11.30, then went to meet dum to go crystal's house.

we played like so many rounds of mahjong la. and i felt so damn pathetic. it's like about to HU already, then they HUJ before me!!! -.-" like so many times can? and i still ZHA HU!!! i was so paiseh! and thank god, none remembered my cards. lols. as we went on, i got even more bored. lady luck just wasn't watching over me. =(

there was this joke. dum informed us that this guy got beaten. so crystal said that if those act cute girls were to blog, they'll blog "XXXXXX got beaten NEHS.". so i said, if those ah lian were to blog, they'll blog "XXXXXX GOT BEATEN LEHS! SO JIA LAT!". lols. we're so crap. i know. =x

played until like 6.50, then went left crystal's house. i lost like 5 plus. >< hais. next time play mahjong must not gamble. lols. =x

well well. thusday, there's an interview. next tuesday, POSTING!!! so fast. lols.

damn. i was having super bad gastric pain. it's freaking pain!!!! >< nearly cried. =( mum gave me 2 tablets. and i felt better. =) thanks mummy!! <3

done blogging.

-pAthEt|c. bRoKe. uSeLeSs-

got up at like 7 plus. >< then got up to follow up with my HK drama. =x yes! sh is calling me HK drama queen. lols. =x anyway, finish at 11, then prepare to go out and left house at 11.32.

waited for crystal for like half an hour!! lols. 12.02 then she came. then met dum and dar. went to lido, just in time for the movie. and they bought two super large popcorn. then met sh and glenn. we were practically having popcorn war in the cinema la. lols. dar laugh so loud. hahas. when the show end, my seat was filled with popcorn. lols.

went to cine for pasta. then had italian soda!! yummy. hehes. walked around, then went far east. crystal bought so many clothes. then finally 5 plus went home. lols.

wheee~ tml suppose to make jelly, guess i have to rush. going crystal's house to bai nian after that. =x and play mahjong!! lols.

done blogging.

-have faith in whatever you do.CONFIDENCE!!!-

did you hear that?!?! there's fireworks!!! OMG! and where the heck am i? home!!! =( i wanna see fireworks. with anyone, just get me out there to see fireworks!!! =x

anyway, slept 1 am this morning. cause i was watching the HK drama while sis was watching saw. lols. erms. then woke up 8 this morning!!! i only have like 7 hours of sleep. ><

went to temple again to pray grandfather. and the smoke can really suffocate someone la. my eye hurts the moment i left the temple. >< sis drove dad to work, and we went to visit uncle. gosh! he is so thin!!! and yaps. he gave each of us a hug and said, "it's better to say this now before it's too late, i love you.". awww. guess it's really important to live our life to the fullest. =)

then we went to haig road there to get sis bakery stuff. and i bought my agar agar and pudding powder. =) yaps!! i'm making it on tuesday. and i'll give it to a speacial person on wed, if i see that person. =) wheee~~ i'm freaking excited. and please! don't scream if you see me. =P

came home. and slept from 1 plus till nearly 6!!! gosh! i'm wondering if i can still sleep later. i feel so pig. >< and i'm hook onto the HK drama. =x hahas. can keep myself occupy on tuesday too.

thursday is drawing near. and i'm so excited. i need this job so much. urgently~! lols. i still got a slipper to buy, a shirt to buy, a top to buy and 3 quarters!!! lols. ok. i'm poor and i'm acting rich. -.-" gosh. i hate myself. lols.

FINALLY!! FINALLY~! i finally cleared my inbox. =) 50% of them are like sh's msg. 40% are like crystal's msg. and 10% are others' msg. can you imagine? lols. had a hard time clearing them. =x many things came back to my mind. like during the expo, i saw ms ong, and she wish me luck before she left. then it was orientation, whereby i msg sh and tell her orientation was hell boring and i wanted to pon. lols. of course, i keep complaining to her how stupid PE was and that i always have the thought of pon-ing school every tuesday. lols. then finally, when collection of O level results, so many people's msg came in to wish me luck and ask me how i did. dylan was kinda persuading me to go CJC with my results cause i did better than him by 1 mark. but now, CJC is like 10 pointer!! HELLO! lols. and there was jialat trying to ask me to go SP. lols. then mum, aunt and uncle congratulate me for doing well. lols. and then some seniors and other friends were happy for me. lols. =) wheee.

the new chapter has began, as i have said. the future that lies ahead is something none of us know. but i'll try my best to overcome each obstacles. i know i will. cause i have friends and my family. =) the love they give is more than enough. i guess i don't wanna get hurt another time, do i? lols. =)

done blogging.

-me, ME, mE, Me~-

woke up from my dream this morning, and immediately told my mum i want kfc for lunch. just had the urge to eat it. =x

met crystal at 1.20, when i'm suppose to meet her at 1.15. wow. my first time to be late when meeting her. lols. and ya! i manage to save my money to go slimming centre thanks to crystal.( i'm trying to tell you that she made me walk alot today.) and ya. we went to TM's 4th floor. then went down and went to centry square. walk all the way to 3rd floor and down. went to the shops opposite centry. then went back to TM's second floor. went back down and to centry's 2nd floor to buy her shoes. not only did we walk alot, we spent alot too. lols.

came home at 4. then rest till like 6 plus, then i went out with my mum to parkway. wasn't really in the mood to shop. but mum went ebase, and i bought a black button shirt and a long pants. that's all for clothes. went banquet for dinner. i had chicken chop. =P and then went to poh kim to buy dvds. =x i bought 2 shows, a total of 6 sets. =x gosh. then mum went shopping. lols.

just reach home. =x and i heard this super nice classic song in the taxi. gosh~! i tell you, classic songs are the best songs! the only songs that truly express your feelings. lols. i'm mad. ><

hmms. i finally know the reason why sometimes people lie. and ya. if my family was to know the truth, probably all our lives will change. and mine will change the most. come on! why when things are perfectly fine, and such lies have to appear? i really love all of them. and i don't wanna lose any. =( and if truth were to find it's way, seriously, i wish some one will constantly be there for me. cause i know i'll never take that. ='(

done blogging.

-you're the meaning in my life, you're my inspiration.-

not sure what's exactly going on in my mind. i think it's probably i'm stuck at home for too long and my mind is getting rusty.

i miss going MI, playing and crapping with my friends, pon-ing lessons and slacking in library, eating in the canteen together, sleeping during lessons and playing our handphone games. and yes. thought i know them for a short period of time, only for 1.5 months, but i feel as if i know them for like 2 years. =)

that day my ex choir chairman ask me to give him ideas for his compo. and at that moment, i suddenly realise how long was it since i last written a compo. and how long was it since i was that proud of writing my compo. lols. though my vocab isn't that fantastic, i'm still proud of my own work. lols.

last night, i dreamt i was back in school. having fun with both my MI friends and secondary school friends. suddenly, i wish i can go back to school. poly will no longer be the same as secondary. and thus it's about time i should learn to be a grown up and be independent. no more throwing tantrum. lols.

oh well. =) just love my friends.

yesterday, crystal, glenn, sh, dum and dar came my house for mahjong session. dar helped me pay my loss. >< feel so bad. lols. but at least he won in total k? hahas. =x anyway, hope they had fun.

mum and me are fine now. =) but i still haven't apologise. >< hmms. anyway, i shouldn't have quarrelled with her. look at what she threw? she threw almost all my things away. =(

today, slept till nearly 10. then woke up and prepared to go out. before that, i watch disney playhouse. =x

met sh at eunos, then went orchard, lido. we watch dreamgirls. it rocks man! the actress and one actor has nice voices! strong and powerful voices. gosh. i wish my voice can be like them. =( anyway, jennifer hudson has nicer voice than beyonce. =x anyway, it's a show you all ought to watch. and i wanna watch again. anyone wannt ask me? lols.

went to cine to walk around and search for my maid's cake. couldn't find, so wanted to go heeren. in the end it was raining. so we sit at the foodcourt for a while. then decided to leave. so we had to run under the rain. but it seems like we walked instead. lols. then bought my maid's cake in n.y.d.c. met crystal and alex to go home together. =)

here i am back home.

shit. i need new heels and slippers!! but i'm kinda broke. hopefully i get the job. pray for me. =) hmms. feel like watching chingay tml. but it'll be damn crowded. and i feel like watching fireworks. who wanna go? =x

P.S. i miss my MI friends. =)

done blogging.

-missing you, yet don't know how to tell you. does it even matters to you?-

not in the mood to blog. hmms.

hope my friends had fun today.

oh well.

done blogging.

-you never treated me the way you did before. which makes me sad.-

<sup>fook!

i'm freaking pissed. get off my nerves!</sup>

woke up like 8 plus to reply bud's msg. then slept till like 9 plus. then i play the games in my phone till like 10. then woke up and got prepared to leave my house. in the end, i met crystal at 11.30. lols.

went to TM to meet dum, dar, sh and glenn. cause they went to suntec for some interview. lols. then i went to help my sis get her stuff. then took mrt to sh's house. walk like freaking long. and the sun was blazing. ><

finally reach her house. =x wish her mummy and daddy happy new year and gave oranges. then went to the leaving room to watch BRING IT ON. watch half way, then went up to continue watching. some played pool. then me and dar went down to collect pizza when it came. then went back up and watch. the show rocks totally. and there are some bitches and bastards. lols. "B.I.T.C.H". lols. anyway, we played pool, played dai dee, played blackjack and in between. at first i won quite a large sum. then started losing and lost dum's money. =x oopsy. =x of course we watch many shows and i ate many food. lastly, i drank alot of pepsi. >< feel so sinful. =x

went home like 6.30. then crystal met her bro, and i went back with dum and dar. they might get their job tml la. >< and we still have to wait till like 1st march. -.-" anyway, they coming my house tml to play mahjong. HAHAS! =x

hmms. mummy went to pay granny a visit. and went to visit uncle. uncle is still weak, but better than that night. guess aunt is very haggard now. =(

life now is great to a certain extent. =) i'm like more carefree and no longer heavy hearted. lols. probably because mum is starting to let go the grip. and i'm always out with my friends. and they drive my boredom away! woohoo! lols. what's life without friends? especially friends who stand by you. lols. just love them!! wheee~ ok ok. i'm crazy. =x

done blogging.

-i want my dreams to come true.-

it's like just within a few hours, many things happen. which left my family a little. hmms. i don't know. not themselves. hais.

as soon as i finished blogging last night, mummy and daddy had a serious talk in the room. i didn't know what happen till sis told me. and granny was sick. so they sent sis and me to keep granny company while they head for uncle's house. granny doze off on the chair and my cousin had to ask her to go back to the room. but she refused. so she slept there will about 10 plus. after she went to the room, i used my cousin's laptop while she watched forbidden city. about 11 plus mum and dad picked us up. hmms. uncle was admitted to the hospital. till not, i'm not sure why. i msg aunty not to worry. and she only replied me like 4.45 a.m? hmms. anyway, thanks crystal and dan.

hmms. woke up like 9 plus. and got ready. left the house at 11 for the next round of visiting. saw many cousins of mine whom i've never met before. and many cute babies. ewww. hehes. baby boys are cuter than baby girls. =x hmms. no topics on poly. *thank god* and yeah. they normally put their focus on sis. so i'm always "the invisible one". i'm used to it.

after visiting, went parkway for dinner. went to jack's place. sis ordered snowball. she loved it so much. but i think it taste like medicine. weird taste. =x anyway, shared steak with sis. small one, but still full. then head home.

granny just called. she's feeling better. =) but uncle still isn't fine yet. the doctor say that he lacks of sodium. hmms. guess no one is prepared for death at this age yet. hmms. so cherish your life.

done blogging.

-hopefully things will be the way they used to be. just love them all.-

i'm like so bored today. >< i thought i'll be stuck home. thank god, i didn't. *phew*

last night was like so lame. >< went to granny's house for dinner. we had steamboat and hot plate. that's for the "gi nahs". then the adults have dishes. erms. everyone was speaking in dialect. even my sis. yet i know nothing. >< hahas. my niece is horrible la. she scratch me like i'm not a living thing. it's pain can! her nails are so sharp! thank god she didn't poke my eyes when my aunt ask her where is the eyes. >< lols. no red wine. and we went home early. lols.

got out of bed at 8 plus today. got prepared and left house. went all the way to buangkok to the temple. went to pay ah gong a visit. my uncle got super furious cause the temple was under renovations and they didn't even inform him. so ya. erms. they are planning of getting him out of there. hmms. no more fishes this year. >< but there are still sweets! lols. =P took a "qian". ask me to do more good deeds. -.-" just because i refuse to donate last year. i got such a "qian" this year. -.-"

on the way to marine parade, i msg angel. hahas. he was on his way back to singapore. wheee~ haven't seen him for a long time. hahas. and i still owe him a treat. >< hais. went marine parade hoping that NTUC will be opened. but it isn't. so went to the hawker centre to buy food. one of the stall under charge me. lols. think his maths fail. =x but it's 30 cents. lols.

came home for lunch. then left for shaw house. lols. my entire family watch norbit!! lols. so exciting. even my dad went along. it's been 2 years! hahas. actually he didn't want to. but when my mum gave him 2 choices, either movies or go granny's house to play mahjong, he chose movies. lols. anyway, norbit was funny. damn crappy and gross. lols. but it rocks! the actor, eddie, is damn talented! lols. he rocks! lols. =)

came home and slack all the way to now. >< tml another bai nian day. wheee! can wear my new jeans!!! lols. though it's fake, but it's victoria beckam's brand. lol. crap. =P flowery shirt which i'll wear once and never be caught wearing it ever. and same heels. =P

wheee~ can't wait to get my next job, to meet new friends like those i met during comp fair. get pay! and treat dum and angel. =x erms.. erms.. can't wait for poly. meet more friends. buy new clothes. and of course, be honest to my mummy. that includes, if i were to have a bgr. =x yes. i'm not mad. but seriously, i want her to know me. NO MORE LIES!! lols. craps! who would want me? hahas. fated to be single. lols.

done blogging.

-NEW PHONE PLEASE!-

slept at 1 plus this morning. and woke up about 7 plus today. lols. i was the first to wake up. so i played my phone game under my blanket. =P then when my mum and my maid woke up, i pretend to be asleep. =P

was super excited to change into my new year clothes. =P i've been waiting to wear that skirt and my pink spegs and of course my new short heels. =P hahas. went to granny house first. then went visiting with my sis, cousin, aunty and uncle. hahas. ate loads of goodies and of course collect many ang bao. =P ate curry and popiah at 7th granduncle's house. *yummy* my distant relative thought i'm the elder daughty. do i look so old? =(

went back to granny's house for lunch. then left for aunt's house. then went home. wheee~ i'm so tired. still got to go granny's house again later. >< i wanna play mahjong!!! hahas. i bet cousin is gonna bring his red wine again. wheee~ hahas. i'll be drunk by 10 p.m. =x

i'm so sad la. my pink earring's colour came off. =( shit. cheat my money! hmph.

feel so happy. =) finally can buy my new slipper, jeans and shirt. =P wheee~ then i'll eat good chocolates. =P GODIVA!!! gosh! i haven't try new york new york yet can? =( and PUAY!!! owe me a treat! =P

done blogging.

-loving someone is a difficult thing to do.-

so freaking tired. ><

woke up like 7.23. then got prepared and left house at 8.10. waited for crystal till about 8.30. went to eunos to meet sh and glenn. took bus to merpati road. then call that company again. ask sh to talk to the boss. damn funny. i think that guy also don't know how to give directions. lol. took taxi to tannery road. then we call the guy again. in the end walk to some building and the guy call us in. i think my english really sucks la. can't even communicate with an ang moh. >< hais. damn. chinese not good, english not good either. how to survive?? -.-" went to apply. but i think i won't accept. i'm not up to it. =( think i'll be the first to be sacked. hahas. so ya..

we took cab down to katong. had breakfast then went to play pool. when playing with sh, i feel stress. play with glenn, even more stress! hahas. play with crystal is fun. cause i win easily. =P she hit the black ball in today. hahas. =P after that, me and crystal took cab back to kembangan mrt. she went out, i went home.

came online. slack awhile. then watch tv. somehow, i fell asleep. >< slept from 2 plus till 5 plus. then got ready and left for ecp. ate tun lok. wasn't that bad. my mummy keep asking the waiter about his studies and stuff. then i kid with my sis, "next time mummy will open a booth to interview a husband for you.". hahas. =P feel so naughty. =x

went to collect cakes. every year thing. so ya. went to pass the cake to granny and aunty. everyone congratulate me. =) my cousin's wife even took out an expensive japanese jelly to eat. =P hehes. oh well. but still, once a kid always a kid. hahas. still feel young when i'm with my cousins. but feel closer with my sister now. =)

tml going bai nian. wow. i'll feel rich again. =P time to get new stuff toy, slipper, jeans and shirts. you know, that night, i saw this girl carrying a pink moo moo. i'm like so jealous! it's hallmarks!!! and all i ask it's only a precious thoughts hippo. =( never mind. i'll get it for my own. ><

angel in malaysia. and wow! he is going to learn motorcycle. i told him to send me to school next time. hahas. then i won't be afraid of being late if i leave house late. but of course, i'll be afraid if i were to meet into any accidents. =P oops.

blog again soon. <3 <3

-it's all fated-

it's so nice to wake up late. =P whee. first time can sleep till 9 plus without the air con being off. =P then i climbed out of bed. first thing i did was to check the classified. then i copied all the numbers down. =)

got myself prepared by 10.20. then left house about close to 11. went to cheers. then waited for crystal and dum with sh. went to eunos and waited for jordan. of course to meet sy too. hahas. took to aljunied. then sy, jordan, qy and wb and jocey lee walk to school. me, sh, dum and crystal waited for taxi la. the stupid thing is, no taxi come and we ended up walking. when we are about to reach, we manage to hire a taxi and went to school. and guess how much we paid? 2.50. it's like, the meter didn't even jump la. hahas.

went to watch the cny celebration. it's so lame. >< unlike last year. hais. went to the canteen to buy drinks. then me and sh saw mdm wee and we talked to her. hehes. it's because of her that we did well in EL. ok. though it's not distinctions, but at least we pass. hahas. =x then i bully boyfriend. and dar bully him. hahas. =x so funny. i saw yuren, hui kia, sanee, john, wee kiat, claron, ck, jj, mw, tw bro, alex, yl, xh and others. i talked to mdm wee, mr gui, ms tay, mr fahmy, mrs wong and mrs yong. then we asked mr fahmy to book his house pit and we'll visit him for new year. hahas. he was so reluctant, but ended up agreeing to it. =P wheee.

during the performance, me, sh and yuren sat down. and we started talking. then suddenly, i knock my head against dum's head. damn pain la. hahas. and a few strands of his hair stand up. so funny. after the performance, dar went out with his friends. me, crystal, sh and dum went suntec. we took cab there. and we took that huge nice cab. hahas. sh and me bought the nice nice bubble tea. then we went to pizza hut for lunch. we sat at the corner. the sofa was only for 2 people la. in the end, all 4 of us squeeze. so funny. dum ask crystal and sh to sit on the chair cause they were at the end. but none moved. so ya. lol. lunch was so filling. and when we saw the bill, we had a shocked of our lives. 48.12 bucks! siao. so we clarify things, and turned out that they calculate wrongly. so each one 7 lo. lols.

4 of us went to the agency to apply for the book fair job. then we enter a lift, no forth floor. went to another lift, STILL no forth floor. then finally we went to a lift with forth floor. so funny. after we went in, dum say he go look for his friend. so he left first. 3 of us had a short briefing about our job. got another interview on 1st march. >< hope we get it. the pay is good. =P

went to play pool. met the guys again. lols. i played 3 rounds, none win. the last round, then i won! woots. bet crystal gave in to me. hehes. then we left lo. i saw jia lat. hahas. he couldn't recognise me. hahas. then went home.

gosh. i'm so addicted to this song la. >< the tune is stuck in my head. hahas. but it's nice!!! wheee~~

going for another interview tml to keep my feb occupied. wish me luck. =P

suddenly, i want to be loved. hmms. i just want a nice hug. hmms.

done blogging.

-life will be better.-

it's kinda boring. so i kinda regret withdrawing. hais. and it actually means i need to start paying adult fare to travel. >< and it also means it's going to the the last day of me wearing school uniform. ><



drag myself out of bed today. and i woke up late. >< and by the time i left house, i missed the usual train that i took to meet xl. hais. >< xl look shocked when he saw my hair style. he doesn't need to tell me, i can see from his expression. hahas. went to the canteen to slack awhile before going for morning assembly. i told ms ang not to report me if i were to come back. hahas. =P


i hand in my withdrawal form. could leave immediately, but i chose to stay awhile more. i went for chinese lesson. and then for a total defend assembly. it's so unlike mjr. it's more fun and interesting. hahas. yaps. there was a part when 4 volunteers are to go up on stage and compete with each other, who can wear the army uniform the most fastest and neatest. lols. then slide show on the male teachers in army. Mr imran is actually guards of honour! wow. hehes. then a few male teachers went on stage to share their experience in army. gosh! got one P.E teacher look damn shuai and smart in army uniform! woots! hahas. he is in commando. =P


manage to drag a few people to pon bio to keep me company. mei xuan, issac and weelin when to play bball while me and xiao wei went to library. and we were spying on people. hahas. the librarian shouted at a bunch of barbarics. and xiao wei commented that she should go up to them to scold them rather than to shout across the library. lols. i think the librarian break the rules. they said that you have to be quiet at all times when you are in a library. yet, she shout in the library. aiyo. =x


hmm. left school about 12.30. then went home alone. thought alot. hmms. i seriously wonder why flirts exist. don't they ever realise that they are playing with people's feelings? >< some don't care when their feelings are played with. but some do. hmms. i don't know. just don't like flirts. ><


ok ok. pictures time~!


today is a vain thursday. =P


me, sh, crystal during our class outing. ^^


me, sh and jocey chua during class outing. ^^


my new hair cut!


my cake during v day. ^^ yummy!


flower from =) & balloon from crystal. ^^ <3 <3


balloon.


flower.


them again!


left to right:issac, mei xuan, weelin, me!


xiao wei and me!


me and amanda.


me and jasmine chua.


me and jasmine lim


issac and me


mei xuan and me.


me and weelin


me and charlotte at the foreground and issac at the back.


weelin, jasmine lim, amanda, me!


dimples girls. jas at the bottom and xiao wei at the top.


cutie jasmines.


wee lin, charlotte, mei xuan.


me and charlotte.


a comic from a book. the joke is:
the police(flamingo),ask the what-you-call-that-bird bird to identify which penguin stole its fish. but the problem is that all penguins look alike. hahas.


comic from the same book. the crocodile say, "if i know, i shouldn't have sleep under the pillow. the tooth fairy took all my teeth away."
crap right? hahas.

done blogging.

-miss you loads-

woke up late this morning. like finally. hahas. =x then used the comp for awhile. tried looking for some jobs. but unable to do so. partly because i'm only an O level graduate. and also partly because i have no experience for office work. hais.

then went to watch tv. watch till like 1. had bread for lunch. then went bedok with my maid to run errands. so many shoe shops on sale. hahas. saw this really nice sandals. but didn't buy. =( then came home. waited for crystal to get ready. while doing so, i watch disney. =P then left house about 4.30.

went with her to city hall. went to ka jiao mins. and she bought us chocolate. =D so love her!! i love you!! hehes. then accompany crystal to buy things for her stead and her friend. and she bought me ballon. so sweet of her. =D hehes. love her too!! then went to marina with her to withdraw money. on our way back, we share cost to buy mins a balloon. hehes. then gave it to her. then she hug us. hehes.

after sending crystal to mrt, i went esplanade. sat there. of course, there was crystal to keep me company. cause she called me. and sh to msg me. hahas. =P then went off to celebrate v day. receive a hand made bouquet of flowers. =) thanks alot. it's nice. just love roses. hahas.

oh ya. next time, i want to work in CBD! hahas. so nice. the scenery is just so nice. hahas.

came home. so tired. >< my eyes are closing anytime. *yawn* going to give orchard park hotel a call tml. hopefully i can go for interview. hahas.

oh oh!! i'm having a treat from tarepanda bro! hahas. so cool right? cause i got 15 and below for L1B4. hahas. =P nice. oh oh. and i'm buying a slipper from U.R.S soon. hehes. receive a letter. asking me to go navy. -.-" not bad la. 1000 allowance monthly. hahas.

done blogging. will update more tml.

-love.-

woke up like 7.55. so sleepy. tired to sleep back. but i ended up playing my phone games. =P then mumy and my maid came home. pulled me up from my bed. sians.

went online awhile. i went to apply. then went to grandma's house. went to visit her. hehes. everytime when she sees me, she'll smile. wow. hehes. =P then had a talk with my cousin and aunt. hais. then went to meet crystal.

me and crystal took taxi down to TP la. and i told her i apply le cause i thought the thingy close at 4.30. then she say is only for the TP registration. then i sian diao. >< went tp. met sh and glenn. then went to check up the courses. i quite like diploma in business. then i guess i have to change ba. =( the lecturer so funny. =x oh oh!! i saw paul twohill. hahas. not bad looking in person. =P

after tp, took cab to marina square. stupid taxi driver so fierce. ><><><><

walked back to marina square to buy sh's drink. then walk to city hall. can you believe it. GODIVA was filled with guys la. so funny. =x well well. reached home like 7.30. lols.

wow. so fast tml is v day. wonder how i'm going to spend it. hmms. thursday still got to go back school to withdraw. and i still haven't found a job. >< SIANS AR!!!

hais.

done blogging.

-i don't feel right.-

woke up early. cause i couldn't find my stuff toy. then i went out to find it. my maid took it away from me while i was sleeping. she put it to wash. ='(

anyway, was online this morning awhile to look for a hairstyle. then went to watch PLAYHOUSE DISNEY. lol. feel so kiddo. >< i was so bored. i watch from 10.30 to 11. then watch channel 55 from 11 to 2. so shuang can? lols. then i slept 2 to 2.30. left house about 2.45.

took taxi to orchard emerald. had the boss to cut my mum's and my hair. while cutting my hair, he talked to me. he's not bad looking. he's very skillful.. hahas. he's happy that i picked that hairstyle. cause he used that style to take part in a competition 5 years ago. and he is a hairstylist for 15 years! since i was 2!!! MY GOD!! hahas.

i waited for mummy for so long. she took like 2 hours longer than me la. i went to the basement food court to wait. at first, i was waiting for someone's msg. in the end, puay call me. hahas. then i keep talking and laughing. then went to meet my mummy. i love her hair colour. so nice!! hahas. but i'm not going to dye my hair!! nono!! hahas.

here i am. home!

tml going TP again. then go manicure, then go interviewS. lols.

pic time. show you my hairstyle.

aiya. cannot post. sorry. show you guys another time. =P

done blogging.

-am i dreaming?-

slept like 12 this morning. and daddy woke us up at 8.15. so we had to drag ourselves up to prepare. left the house at 8.45. went to pray to our granny. my dad's side's relative all speak in dialect. which, i don't understand. so i talked to sis. they talked to sis too. cause she was under their care for a period of time. somehow, i'm not close to them. anyway, they were talking about poly. -.-" i think i'm hearing that topic for almost 24 hours. ><

went to eat dou jiang you tiao. it's like so freaking oily. >< hmms. after breakfast went to bugis there to buy flowers. mummy bought like, 5 pots. gosh. my house like jungle now. hahas. ok. then went grandma's house to pass her something. then went to buy lunch.

got home, had lunch. then mummy started baking cookies. i helped!!! =P i'm so sweet right? hahas.

spent quite sometime to think about my future. =) if only life could be the way i want it to be. if only life could be as perfect as i thought it would be. hahas. but i guess, the more you want it, the lesser the chance you'll get it. but yet, when you lost all the hopes, the higher the chance you might get it. hmms. a new chapter of my life has just began.

i realise being stuck at home is so boring. >< really got to find a job. and as soon as i get my pay, i'll have enjoyment! wheee. i've got new wishlist. ok. this time, it's realistic. i swear!!! =x ok. some will be unrealistic. but most will be. hahas. =P i wanna go out!! i wanna go shopping!! =x

done blogging.

-i miss you alot-

last night went out with my EX-classmates. hahas. suddenly not use calling them ex classmates. lols. anyway, we met at citylink. me, potato, sh, crystal, jocey chua, fish, qy, sotong, claron, ck, jj, fy, leonad and mw. then walked to swensens. we had dinner. and i talk about our life. i was playing potato's hp. so addicted to it. =x

went home, sis, mummy and daddy talk to me. daddy actually joke with me!! wheee~ hahas. first time see daddy laugh after so long. =) hehes. love this feeling. =) love it so much. anyway, still deciding on which courses. hopefully i make the right choice. but, TP or SP?! i feel like applying for SP's scholarship. but guess what. i didn't meet one criteria. that is aggregate
went out today to look for work. all the HR all close la. -.-" stupid. waste my time to go orchard. and my feet pain like shit. i swear i'm never gonna wear heels. NO!!! hmph. me and sh spent sometime to sit down. then we sat outside a CD shop. so they were playing the movie OPEN SEASON. then this baby girl dance. so cute. =) then another baby girl came to dance to. hahas. baby GIRLS are cute. =P went home early.

after that, went out again. had to buy dinner home. anyway, there was this ang moh and his gf board the train. so he sat at the 3rd seat from the edge and his gf sat at the edge. so the girl asked him to sit at the 2nd seat. but he asked her to sit at the 2nd seat. you know why? he pointed to the sign about the 1st seat, "please offer this sit to those needy people.". so the girl had to move. then i was like DOTS!. so funny. anyway, saw many green men. one of them actually same height as me. lols. =x anyway, on my way home, saw many many babies. got this girl so cute. a stranger smile at her, she smile back. so cute can?? =x i want a baby daughter next time. hahas. gosh. i must be dreaming. ><

i'm home. so tired and leg is aching like mad. ><>< so tired. next week, monday, tuesday and wednesday no school. =P thursday last day in MI, friday stuck at home. lols. monday should be going out with mummy to get my hair trim. tueday should be out with sh to look for jobs AGAIN. and wednesday..... hmms.

done blogging.

-just miss the way you call me baby. =)-

gosh! it's finally over! and i'm so happy!! hahas.

i met crystal, hui kia and sheldon at kembangan. then went to aljunied to meet xl. then we walk to school. reach school, see people with different hair colour. wow. so ya. went to the school hall to take results lo.

we sat there for quite some time. they gave the results to 5 credits, 6 credits and finally top scorer. then the teacher started talking about how to apply and stuff. and we are all so impatient. i was cursing the teacher la. hahas. anyway, my e maths teacher today pat my shoulder and my head. so funny. -.-"

so ya. time to give out the results. when it was my turn, i took my result slip and flip it over. i cover my results. then i ask sh help me see. after that, i saw and i got a shock. all Bs except one A. -.-" i cried. hahas. don't know why. don't know happy or sad. but still, i cried. hahas. then i left the hall and made phone calls. hahas. my mummy wasn't the first one i called. hahas. =x so anyway, i msg everyone. and wheee~ feel so happy. hahas.

stayed in school till like 5. then left for home. =)

done blogging.

-a new chapter has just began.-

won't be blogging a long entry today. cause my heart is beating very fast, and i don't think i really have the mood to blog. i'll probably be MIA for a few days. lols. anyway, i doubt anyone would care. hahas.

went out today, played pool. which i suck at it. then went to esplanade, then fullerton and finally to tcc. i finally found a place to be at tml. =) hahas. anyway, i applied for a job at precious thoughts. got pay jiu hao. =P

gosh. tml will have to be in school at 2. hais.

done blogging.

-lonely 14 feb. ='(-

i was lying in bed last night. and i was thinking about the outcome this friday. i wonder if i'll break the tradition. lols. what tradition? crying when i receive the result of major exams. lols. see. i cried upon receiving my PSLE results, i cried when getting my chinese Os result in 2005, and tears welled up in my eyes upon receiving my june Chinese Os result in 2006. damn it. i got a strong feeling that i won't do well this time either. hais. damn. if only i worked hard. ><

drag myself out of bed today. school was fun today. =) whee~ cause there is me!! hahas. ok ok. not true. =P anyway, the MI principal gave a talk. he wasn't trying to persuade us to stay. in fact he was trying to send the message that we should make right decision. and do whatever we really like. anyway, after that, we went back to classes. i helped anna back to class. whee! cause she hurt her leg, so i get to take the lift with her. =P hahas. anyway, i helped her back to class. everyone just miss her. =)

break was boring. and i'm so happy. you know why? cause it was the first time jian yong actually answer me! hahas. yeah. every time, when ay of us talk to him, except issac, he will either nod or shake his head. but today was different. he actually answer me! hahas. ok ok. i'm lame. =x then we had HT. i was so bored. ms ang gave us something to eat. some had hello panda, some had mamee. it's just something for us before we leave. lols. after HT, i went with her to take the withdrawal form. i'm planning of pulling out next week. =P oh ya. i pon econs today. =x so i had another extra break. i was in the library reading snoopy comic. i was laughing my head off. lols. =x

went for chem lecture. me, xiao wei and jasmine had a great laugh. i video the lecturer. then xiao wei "squash" him. hahas. then i use jasmine's pencil to "poke" him. lols. we were laughing all the way. i did't even listen la. hahs. oh ya! i got back my chem and maths test. I PASS!! gosh! i didn't study la. hahas. and i had to ask the Sum of Infinity formula from bud and jas. =x but chem, i wasn't in the mood to do. so i anyhow do. hahas. my mummy laugh her head off when i told her i pass without studying. lols.

i learnt many things in MI. from my friends, i learnt that my life isn't that bad after all. seriously, if you think your life is unfair, think again. lols. then i learnt that laughing is the best medicine. and of course, we all learnt to set aside the differences and bond together. lols. =) so afterall, i didn't regret going for first 3 months. there are nothing to lose, yet i've gain many things. =) both friends and knowledge. =P

hmms. i think i'm very kind to myself. lols. YAPS! i'm giving myself another day off tml. =P my last chance to slack and enjoy myself. before the DOOM day. lols. let's see how things go tml. i'll probably be home again. hahas. =x

ok. guess you're bored with my entry. so i'll end here.

done blogging.

-what is done, is already done.-

i was kind enough to give myself a day break. =P yeah. in other words, i pon today la. =x

i woke up likt 7.30 cause bud msg me. then i slept back till 8 then woke up to reply him. then used sis's comp. then wait until 11. preparing to meet sh. when suddenly not meeting le. so i ended up in the library. i did alot of thinking. hahas. yaps. then i realise that hatred do control our life sometimes. lol. never mind. i found myself a very nice book. =)

came home to slack. spend my entire afternoon watching tv and eating nonsense stuff. =x

i'm so excited!! my primary school friends are like FINALLY going to have a class gathering. you know how much i miss them!? i miss those fun. when all of us are so close and no one ever feel left out or forgotten. girls and boys, we mixed together and have fun. hahas. yaps. i haven't seen them for a long time. and i wonder how much have they changed. =P yeah. i guess i'm the shortest now. =( anyway. yaps. just miss them!!!

i'll be back to school tml. aiya! sians again. then we'll all start counting down to the collection of results. -.-" hate that day. i wonder where will i end up in. yeahs. won't forget the time i cried in school after receiving PSLE. lols. at least i have my sis. now? lols. standing all by myself. hahas.

gosh. i'll miss all my friends i made in MI. =)
cutie weelin.
cheerful meixuan.
funny xiao wei.
lovely jasmine chua.
friendly charlotte.
sweet amanda.
adorable jasmine lim.
crazy gracie.
*grawl* anna.
*SHHH!* evan.
quiet wang wan.
nice nice tirza.
and of course my other classmates. =)

done blogging.

-yet all i wanted was you to hold on to me.-

last night, went ecp with my aunts, cousin, uncles, granny, daddy, mummy, sis and my maid. they order so many food. >< we had chicken wing, clams, fried oyster egg, laksa noodle and stingray! hahas. yummy. =) went home, daddy and me watch superstar. i think the girl sings better than the guy. the guy's english song sucks! his sway sounds like stay. -.-"

school today was boring. everyone can't wait for lesson to end. yeahs. at least time pass fast.

btw, results will release this friday. confirm.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070205/5/singapore256726.html

i'm tired. so forgive me for short entry.

done blogging.

-time to face it!-

last night, went ecp with my aunts, cousin, uncles, granny, daddy, mummy, sis and my maid. they order so many food. >< we had chicken wing, clams, fried oyster egg, laksa noodle and stingray! hahas. yummy. =) went home, daddy and me watch superstar. i think the girl sings better than the guy. the guy's english song sucks! his sway sounds like stay. -.-"

school today was boring. everyone can't wait for lesson to end. yeahs. at least time pass fast.

btw, results will release this friday. confirm.
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070205/5/singapore256726.html

i'm tired. so forgive me for short entry.

done blogging.

-time to face it!-

every sunday is a boring sunday. though it's family day. but still boring. hais.

woke up about 9 plus. and went to ntuc with mum. i help her buy whatever is needed, while she choose the fruits and vege. then help to carry it to dad's car. and TA DA! i'm home. of course, i help to pack all the stuff la. i'm such a good girl.

sis went out. so i use her comp. lols. =P anyway, was talking to sh about starting a family. erms. ok. at the wrong time, i know. anyway, i told her i don't want boys. for an obvious reason. you know, yesterday i was sitting down at taka while mum do her shopping, i saw this boy keep plahying cars la. then a few other boys with toy cars also come. then they were like playing merry go round. they went for so many rounds la. it's amazing why they aren't dizzy. so ya. the mother of one of the small boys wanted to leave, so ask the son to go home. the son refuse. after several tries, the son still refuse. the mother was helpless. so she had no choice but to carry to boy home. and he cried. HELLO!! if i were the mother, i'll just walk away. won't even bother to carry the boy. he is like 5 years old? you know how heavy is a 5 year old boy? gosh. another reason is that most guys go for branded stuff. so i guess it's expensive to have a son. hahas. =x oops. sorry if i offend any guys. so, TAKE MY APOLOGIES! =x sh said i'm a bad mummy. =( fine! i'll remain single for the rest of my life. lols.

i'm so tired. i just woke up from lala land. and i'm going ecp for dinner with my family later. bleahs! =P jia lat invite me go superstar. which, i don't watch and know nuts about them. =x hahas. tml got school!! time to use my new bag. =P

done blogging.

-i'll accept the truth. and face reality.-

today, suppose to go for class bbq, but i forgo it. i went out with my mummy instead. =) first time see her so enthu to go out with me, though granny didn't go. hahas.

i wanted to cut my hair today. but mummy say next week la. she even ask me dye my hair. OMG! what's up with my mummy?? =x anyway, we went taka to shop. i bought a converse bag for 34 bucks!!! omg!! it's damn nice. 15% off mahs. =P then i bought a pants for 35 bucks. hahas. the pants is damn cute. a design that i've never seen before. mummy bought herself the same pants, but in different colour. then a heart detector and a few shirts. about 6 plus, sis met us. then went to sakae to eat dinner. =) wow. i love today! =P

tml FAMILY DAY!! muumy suggest to daddy to bring us to ecp!! wow!! the last time i went there with them was october? before Os. wheee~ feel like a small little girl. =x to think about it. mummy promised me to get me blades. WHERE'S MY BLADES?! hahas. fine. =x

sigh. just realise. after graduation, i lost contact with quite alot of people. when was the last time i see eve and jc. when was the last time i saw qy, mae and san. when was the last time i saw vale goh, crystal and boon. everyone like went missing. hmm. guess i'm probably just a hi-bye friend. hahas. not those kind who made an impact in people's life. hahas. hopefully it won't happen with my friends in MI. =) i'll really miss their laughter. especially jasmine chua!!! hahas! and tickling xiao wei. of course disturbing wl. and acting les with mei xuan. =x anyway, just treasure what is before you. at least you won't regret in future. =)

guess what i told mum. i told her i wanna work in those offices at raffles place. then she say provided my Os result can make it to the diploma course. then i told her, even if it doesn't, i won't regret retaking my Os. cause i believe i'll do better. =X i don't know where i had that confidence to say that. but i did. so ya. just have to wait and see. =x

done blogging.

-my life isn't as perfect as you see-

went to school as usual.

maths lesson was so boring. even though i pon yesterday's lesson, i still understand! wow. lols. the teacher was seems quite pissed of when most of them didn't know how to do. lol. when he is pissed, he is so funny. =P i was playing game of life during his lesson. and i came in first!! woohoo! lol. after that was econs. starting to hate econs. i know nuts about it. xiao wei slept off, jas was playing games, i was sending bud games, and bud was listening. lol. then we went for gp. gp was so boring. i was just busy copying and msging sh. then there was a break. i had chicken chop. feel so god damn cheated! 2.20 for a SO SMALL chicken! what the heck. i eat until so bu shuang. =S hmph! and it doesn't really taste nice la. >< then finally was chem. we had test, then went through tutorials. then left school. before that, i took pic with wl and xiao wei. then both and them and mei xuan. lols. so cool. =P

went back to mjr. met sh at aljunied. then walk to school. then sat in the canteen. oh oh. me and sh had soggy fries for lunch. i bought from bukit batok. lols. then i met dum. dum wear the shirt i bought for him in thailand. then i laugh laugh laugh. lols. =x i gave dum some fries. i offered tohwee bro. but he sick too. hahas!! everyone is having sore throat! like me. =P then we talk talk talk. went to play badminton with sh. then with toh wee. then play with sh again. got this group of sec 4 students ask if they can play. we couldn't let them. somemore the racket aren't ours. so i say no. they keep pestering like shit. damn angry. in the end, me and sh just walked away. then went to the hall to play badminton with tohwee. he damn bad!! he keep making me run while he just stand at one spot. >< the i let sh play lo. i went to choir room to pass sihui his water. choir seems more discipline now. =) i sit in for awhile. the S2 always disappear into thin air. lols. S2 always sing so softly. hahas. they went off tune abit, but overall wasn't that bad. gosh. suddenly miss choir. =)

i went back to the hall. watch them play a while more, then went outside staff room to talk. me and jordan talk to mrs kong. she persuaded us to go poly. even mr ong. anyway, jordan wrote a chinese word, xia(down). then he wrote correctly. but it looked weird. so i say wrong. then i went to write the dian instead of on the right, i put it on the left. then jordan, mrs kong and mr ong laugh at me. so paiseh. >< then they name that word as "valerie de xia". >< anyway, talk to bro about my route. still. everyone thinks i should take a degree before heading to be a teacher. hmms. who knows. but still, i'll go poly. hahas. i planning to withdraw the week after next. lols. =)

came home. thank god mum not home yet. i didn't tell her i was going back mjr. =x

tml o7s16 having class bbq. i'm not sure if i can go. mummy bringing grany out. and i miss granny alot. i love to make her smile. =) afterall, she loves and dote on me alot when i was young. hehes. i remember one day, i wanted to pon kindergarden. then my mummy hit me until my entire leg was red. yaps. really red. lols. i was used to beatings and scoldings at that time. i always get them almost every other day. lols. anyway, just then, my ah ma came in. and she ask my mummy don't beat me. she even scold my mummy for beating me. hehes. =x also, when i was young i love sweets. but my ah ma always chop them into small small pieces. when i'm a good girl, then she give me one small piece. hehes. most of the time, i'll climb up the chair and get them. hehes. =P love my ah ma!!! =)

my sore throat is slightly better. the pain was killing me this morning. >< but i still eat kolopok! hahas. =P wanted to buy lollypop. sh persuaded me not to buy. lols. anyway, the sec 4s and 5s were having the Dr ernest wong's motivational talk. i think they'll work hard for a few months after that. lols. then the teachers will be so happy and touched. lols. oh ya! counting down to the day i'll be receiving my results. and i'll probably be MIA for quite sometime. hais~~!

done blogging.

-if only i could start this life all over again.-

wow. my flu is like so much better now. but i have to deal with stupid sore throat. sians. ><

this morning assembly was like so lame la. before the start of the national athem, someone shout or whatever. then the entire singing and pledge taking, the dc teacher ask him to own up, if not, all of us will not go back to class. but after so long while, no one owns up. so we stood there and wait la. in the end, no one own up and we still went back for lessons. -.-"

chinese lessons was hell boring. we were suppose to read a text. but in the end, the teacher keep side tracking. xiao wei fall asleep, then jas. and i didn't hahas. =P anyway, one person per para. and my was only 2 lines. =x xiao wei read her para until so jia lat. hahas. jasmine and i laughed until i cry. finally found someone who can't read chinese text like me. =P she is so funny. followed by bio lesson. i was dazing through the entire 2 periods. she keep going through the same old thing every tutorial. luckily she released us early today. then we have 3 periods of break. 1 period is our actual break, the other 2 is gp. so we slack in the canteen. in the end, evan, jas lim, jas chua, amanda, me, xiao wei, tirza, bud, mei jun pon maths lesson. then we went to visit anna. hahas. my first time pon-ing lesson can?? >< feel so naughty. =( lols.

anna looks fine. she is still as funny and lively as ever. which is a good thing. hahas. we crap and told her a lot of joke. and xiao wei gave me a title-- zi lian kuan. lols. fine. >< we stayed that till about 4+ then leave.

and here i am. hahas. gonna study for chem test tml. and of course, i might get detention tml. lols. don't ask me why. the reason is quite obvious. lols.

done blogging.

-i'll break free.-

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