Tuesday, April 03, 2007, 11:58 AM
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HEY PEEPS~

change link again. sorry for the trouble. =x

<3,
mehs``

Monday, April 02, 2007, 10:11 PM
a lesson learnt.

i've always say, love yourself before you love others. if you don't love yourself, you have no rights to love others.

and yap. i've finally learnt to love myself more than others. =)

woke up at 10 again. -.-" then went to watch tv. left house about 12. miss talking to puay. and yaps. talked to her on the phone during her break. =) i board the train to meet sh. and while walking towards sh, everyone look at me la. i think i talked too loud. *sigh* it's not the first time can? =(

anyway, went marina square. yz came late. lols. so i went to buy a pair of shoes and sh bought a bag. then went down to meet yz at long john. she looked like a lost kid. sitting there waiting for the return of her parents. lols. =x anyway, had lunch, then went to bowl. =) miss bowling!!! lols. first round, i nearly won sh, but she catch up. and won me hands down. >< then second round, i was leading. until 2 rounds i got -|-.. sad can?? =( then finally, last round i spare and got another round. nearly hit the pin when the bowl went into the gutter. sians. >< in the end, lost to sh by one mark!!! WAHS!!! ='(

went to suntec to drink starbucks. and talk lo. miss school suddenly. all the fun and jokes. all the crap things that yk did in class. yaps. gonna miss that guy really much. lessons weren't boring with him around. lols. anyway, yz left and sh and me went to catch a movie. stomp the yard.

it's a really nice show. somehow, the plot is quite similar to that of step up. only that it's A LOT nicer. =) at the end of the show, i saw this sentence. and i guess it's pretty true. intelligence and character, is the key to pure education.-MARTIN LUTHER KING. lols. =)

went home alone. and yaps. thought about my life quite alot. =) suddenly i felt very fortunate to be able to go to school and gain some knowledge. though i was only working at the popular fair for 1 week, i realise that money just doesn't come easy. and studying is so much easier. =) i remembered talking to one of the suppliers that i'll work harder. she was pretty pleased to hear that. and she wished i'm her child. i guess, my parents will be happy to hear that too. lols. and i guess, i'll try my very best to work hard. =) opportunities don't come by easy. it's really up to us to work hard to get them. i'll do my parents proud. seriously. i'll work hard this time. and i wanna meet puay in uni!! =) i wanna study with her again. hehes. though i'll be one year her junior. lols. PUAY!!!! i miss studying with you. =)

many things changed. hahas. even now, this isn't the MEH i know. hahas. where has the MEH gone to? probably she has vanished from this world. hahas. =) still. i'll always be the happy little girl that lh know me as. =) guess, i'll really be a small girl from now on.

can or cannot? is in the state of your mind. if you think you can, you can. i used to have little faith in myself. but now, i know i CAN and i WANT to go to a UNI. =) not for any one, but myself. lols. SMU!! lols. hmms. love used to be a very wonderful thing. but i guess, it's no longer perfect anymore. i choose to step out of that world. =) HAs! people always say, "once bitten twice shy". i guess, in my case, it's "twice bitten thrice shy". lols.

wow. this entry sound pretty weird. but that's all for now. =) gonna change link soon. lols.

done blogging.

thinking back, i feel silly. lols. i made myself looking like a little bitch. maybe i am. lols. but who cares now? lols. i'll start this life all over.

-it's only the beginning.-

Sunday, April 01, 2007, 9:19 PM
-dead-

nope. it's hard to be a strong girl.

sad to say, i can't take it.

i rather be dead than to feel this freaking pain.

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