Tuesday, January 16, 2007, 10:04 PM
ooo.

went to school today. was slightly late. but guess who i saw? jun kai! hahas. yeah. =)

morning assembly, i lined up behind jas. she's so damn crappy. she kept laughing. and i don't know why. so i just laugh. haha. she gave me the preserved lemon. wasn't that sour. then when i gave that weirdo look, she laugh. lols.

first period was chem. was trying to find a seat beside buddy, then weelin, ask me to sit beside her. and she keep meh-ing me. lols. she's cute. anyway, jas and charlotte sat in front of me. i didn't finish my tutorials. and thank god, the teacher isn't fierce. hahas. but she looks fierce la. >< i was busy msging. tutorials are boring!!! ><

there was break. i was hanging out with jasmine, charlotte, meijun and the others. jasmine was so amused with the m&m mini box. lols. then she keep pressing and it POP! lols.

then went for P.E. we had our own teacher assigned to us. at first, me and jas didn't want that fierce female teacher. but in the end, she is la. she wasn't as fierce as what we thought she was. she rocks. and we had P.E homework. lols. there was half an hour break before GP. GP is goddamn boring! everyone was sleeping. hahsa.

there was another break. then maths. stupid maths teacher sucks! i want my lecturer back!!! argh. then last lesson econs. i kinda understand. but i switched off at 4.30. ><

went home with nana, kris, bud and weelin. my new recruit. my MEH warrior! hahas. =P

i'm really tired. i don't know what's causing me to be so dead. but yeah. i'm just tired. tired of this house. tired of this school. tired of this world. tired of this life.

since primary, i'm spoilt. i'll get whatever i want, by just crying. i give things up easily. like giving up dancing and piano(bet no one knows i learn before. lol.). but ya. from then on, whatever i wanted to learn, i can't. cause they know i'll give up half way. lols. i didn't really mind not having any talent. till recently. when everyone around me had music background or are good at something. and i'm neither. lols. i feel useless. and kinda regret. but. i've got to surrender to life. =)

i was reading a book, when i had this thought. i really don't mind just being a character in a storybook. whereby everything is so perfect. some stories just have a happy ending. mine? lols. there's still a long way to go.

i'm kinda emo now. i'm sad. i feel that i led this life without any right reason. all i care is about running away from difficulties. so what if i wish i were a world tennis player. so what if i wish i'm a great pianist. so what if i dream i'm a graduate from Harvard. lols. dreams are just dreams.

fuck. i'm freakingly depress.

done blogging.

-my life? GAME OVER-

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