Wednesday, January 17, 2007, 6:43 PM
sians.
i'm dreading to go to school these days. i'm really tired. guess is due to the long hours of travelling to and fro. sigh.
i slept really early last night. my eyes were already half close at 9. and my temper started to change at 9.30. bad sign. >< i was talking to dylan last night. and freakingly, he sounded like a brother to me. hahas. both of us were feeling bored. i asked him to find a partner. and he said no girls want him, so he decided to be gay. OMG! hahas. girls out there, don't feel sad. lols. anyway, he said he wished i was older so can go out. haha. and i asked him wait 1.5 years. i'll sure to ask him go club with me on my 18th birthday. lols. unlike some of my friends, he didn't forbid me for drinking, but just ask me to be careful with who i am with. =) lols. and ya. he started talking to be about jc. and he's persuading me to go jc. and his logic was that even the piggiest human on earth, like him, can survive in cjc, why can't i? lols. i told him i'll consider his issue. lols.
went to school this morning. day by day, we reach school later. and today, we practically had to brisk walk to school cause we were running late. thank god, we aren't. lols. i stood beside jas during morning assembly. and she's like so crappy. lols. then went to one room for bio lesson. we had a revision test. and NOT BAD, i'm quite impressed. despite not touching my bio textbook for nearly 2 months, i still can rememeber somethings. ok. probably because the test is like really basic. but ya. some questions are manageable. lols.
there was a break. me and bud were waiting for the room to be cleared. and i started singing the montage 2 songs. lol. Name the tune and ba jun zhan. but sadly, i couldn't remember the lyrics but i could remember the tune. wow. hahas. anyway, we were suppose to have home tution. but my teacher didn't come. so we were practically slacking. i was reading my book the entire 45 minutes, till nearly 11. then head off for econs. and my econs teacher is a relief one! lols. he's damn tall and thin. so he shared with us some things in his life. he was talking about life in MI(he was an ex student.), then to NS life. and gosh! he look so soft, but he is a sergeant.. -.-" then he talked about his ns life. so i took out my book to read. i'm addicted to my book. i'm finishing!! like finally? lols.
went to LR2 for chem. the entire 1 and a half hour was used to touch on basic things. i think he 3 weeks also cannot finish the basic. it's all things that were taught during Os. how can anyone of us not know?! *argh* so boring!!!
finally lesson end, i walked with xl, sebest, kris and nana to west mall. they went there to eat, while i went to bugis. i met jia lat and dum. then went to get somethings. 2.45, we went to sakae. then we went in to sit first. till 3, then we start eating. think we finish about 25++ plates. DUM EAT SO MUCH!!! i watch him eat, i'm both scared and jealous. cause he eat damn freaking alot la.. so scary. jealous cause he eat so much yet still so thin. lol.
jialat was trying to knock some sense into me. "don't give so much when you know you won't get any in return." i'm not sure if i really understand. or was i just trying to pretend that i don't understand. but anyway, like people say, "love is blind.". lols. and for god sake, JIA LAT, I'M NOT STUPID! =P we sat there for about an hour. then walk around, then i went home first.
i really love the book i'm reading. i really wish i could be one of the girls in that book. yeah. and ya. it's really sometimes, no matter how firm you are on your own principles, when LOVE comes knocking on your door, one might no longer be firm on one's principles anymore. i'm not sure if things happen this way in reality. and i don't mean love as in relationships. but LOVE in general term like friendship, kinship and of course relationship.
ok. sh has been listening to my problems for the past 2 days. thank her so much. yeah. at least someone is willing to listen to my troubles. to reach out to me and be patient to whatever i say. i'm really not as happy as how i acted. and i seriously needed someone to talk to before i break down. thank god. sh came along. =) love her!! ^^ yeahs. i know i'm not who i am for the time being. bare with me. i'll be more cheerful soon. guess some sadness disease was spread to me. so. ya. i'll be fine in a few days.
done blogging.
-will you ever sit down an listen to my problems?-
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