Sunday, January 14, 2007, 2:16 PM
thinking.
after reading sh's blog. i had the urge to blog. probably after what she wrote set us thinking. or maybe whatever she said just make sense. hahas. =)
i was talking to her last night before i went to bed. she said the same thing to me.
is the past more important or the present that is more important?
to some people, the past is more important. in a sense, the past holds more memories than the present. in another sense, the past teaches them a lesson and that they should not make the same mistake in future. thus past is more important.
to some people, the present is more important. cause the present is the fruit of whatever you have reap from the past. the present is to show others how much they had work hard to have whatever they had.
but for teenagers. both past and present matters. cause to them, past and present is part of a relationship. take an example of a girl and a guy, when they are together, the guy's past means alot to a girl. cause to them, it roughly shows where she stand in his heart. i guess that is when comparing comes into our lives.
teachers always say, as a teenager, we have more responsibilities in our hands than to waste our time on relationship. after all, it studies than is more important to the society than the number of exs you had in your life. yet how many of us, ever seriously listen to the golden words of a teacher? in our mind, we already have the mindset that this is our lives and that no one should interfer with whatever we are doing. right? but if we were to sit down and think again. maybe teachers do make sense sometimes. after all, they experience more than any of us students. =)
anyway, i didn't really think alot till now. =x so ya. i went to bed at about 10 plus. and woke up at 11 this morning. i was hoping to make this day slightly more fruitful than yesterday. but my laziness is engulfing me. >< suddenly, i would rather work than to go school.
feb is apporaching. many things will take place. and probably my life will change, the way it changed when i took my chinese results in feb last year. *sigh* hopefully none of those things would happen. anyway, what i meant is that Os result will be out. then vday. guess this year no more chocolates and roses. like how yao pampered me during the past 4 years. haha. but i'll be expecting something else i guess. =) then will be chinese new year. wheee~ after that i'll feel rich again. =P then then. i'll spend part of those money on GODIVA!!!! =) wheeee. and of course new school bag. =)
gosh. i'm feeling fat. >< it's time to slim down. JIAN FEI~ hahas. =) hahs. ok ok. my future used to be very BLEEK. but, ya. i'm quite sure where i wanna head now. =) JC is definitely not a choice for me. so yap. poly. not sure of the course yet. i thought i can get away with cca even in poly. but can't! shit. sians. i really damn lazy to join cca. =x definitely not choir. =x i can't reach any high notes now la. i bet i'm an alto now. HAHA. =x
ok ok. i think i grew up quite alot. especially with the way i think. =) i told mummy my plan and she finally seems quite satisfied with it. =) i'm not sure if i'm making the right choice. neither am i sure if my passion is really teaching. but i guess, i won't know till i try. =)
oh well. just hope, i'll put these words into actions. and hopefully, things will be the way i want it to be. even if i were to retain, it won't stop me from becoming a teacher. even if i were to retake Os, it won't stop me. =) wheee. i'll stand firm on my decisions this time. ^^
6 more days then can see puay, eve and crystal. =)
done blogging.
-i miss you!!!-
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