Thursday, January 18, 2007, 7:41 PM
tired.
time for book summary. my usual habit.
toxic bachelor
this book is about 3 bachelors, Adam, Gary and Charlie. they were very close friends and loved each other alot. they shared their problems with each other. it was a tradition for them spent their entire august on charlie's yatch.
Charlie is a guy who had a really sad family background. his parents died when he was a young boy. his sister had to stop studying and work just to send him to university. but she died cause of cancer. charlie had a few engagements, but the women always ran away. from then on, charlie was convinced that people you love will leave you some day. and he was afraid. he fear to commit. as charlie runs a foundation, he donated nearly one million to a centre that was set up to save all children who were once abused. he fell in love with Carole, who was also a commitment phobic. charlie was angry with her for one period of time, as carole lied about her real identity. and to charlie, relationship is all about trust and honesty. but after gary persuaded him, he took her out and they patched. charlie began to understand why she hid her identity and later forgive her. although charlie was rather determined never to get married, he ended up marrying carole. =)
Adam is a lawyer from Harvard. he was very much like a flirt. he had a divorce with his wife and he didn't get along well with his family. he started going out with stars and people who wanted jobs in the showbiz. most of the girls who he went out with were only after his money. adam met maggie at a concert. he didn't really contacted her until he was pissed off by his parents. he started to fell for her, although he didn't want to get married either. maggie got pregnent and he thought she was trying to force him to marry her. however, too his surprise, she didn't want to. she wanted to keep the baby cause it was his baby. adam then realised that she was unlike the other girls he used to go out with. adamn fell for her and they married.
Gary was an artist. the women in his life were either drug dealers or women who were abandon by their husbands. gary tried his best to get their life back on track. and after he did, they left him. gary didn't mind. while travelling on charlie's yatch to portofino,he met a lady, Sylvia. he was attracted to her. they started contacting each other. their interest were pretty much the same. she opens a gallery and he was an artist. as gary was adopted, he never liked his family. he was afraid to be attacted to kids. sylvia and gary's relationship was smooth until sylvia told him that her kids were coming back. gary didn't want to meet her kids. so they fought. it was Boy(gary's "brother"), who taught him a lesson. then gary finally picked up the courage to meet sylvia's children. and they liked him a lot. so gary and sylvia got married. =)
there was a sentence from this book, "love is about disappointment.".
oh well. i was at the mrt, when i picked up a 5 bucks. i thought i'll be lucky today. but damn it. NO! it's rather a bad day though.
as usual, i waited for xl for 10 minutes. we were waiting for the bus, when xl decided to walk to school. bud walk so fast, so xl and me didn't bothered to go after him. i was msging. and my mind was in a confuse state. but anyway. reach school just in time.
first period was chinese. the teacher is really funny. but i was busying msging sh. then i asked jia lat if he wanted to meet me. after that, was bio. the teacher is like damn boring. got picked by her twice to answer questions. -.-" there was a super long break. actually 45 minutes. but GP teacher didn't come, so we were at the library. we were all playing game. first was Bingo, then murderer. i killed the wrong person. i didn't know jasmine was the detective and i killed her. >< gosh. then was maths. stupid teacher. he shouldn't be a teacher at all. i'm so sure i'll make a better teacher than him. he makes maths so boring. i'm freaking tired that i can sleep.
i pity jasmine. she's always picked on by that maths teacher. and today, she got electric shocked when she on the lights. but when the teacher switched the lights on, he didn't. lol. then she was called up to do a question. and the teacher was damn impatient. HOW TO BE TEACHER?! *argh*
went home with xl and bud. jia lat didn't want to meet me cause i took a very long time. so 3 of us ended up at BK. i thought xl how to fold hearts using straws. he wanted to fold for the girl he has a crush on. sweet. =) but too bad, i'm a lousy teacher at teaching such things. *sigh* then head home.
i was walking in the rain. i'm not sure what's going on. but i was kinda angry deep down inside. anyway, the moment i closed the toilet door behind me, i had an urge to cry. this feeling sucks big time! yes! my entire life is turning upside down. and it sucks! Daddy, i'm tired.l and i really hope to get out of this life soon. ='(
meeting crystal, puay and eve this sat after the PTI in school. i guess i won't be out long with them. i wanna sit outside esplanade again. yaps. i wanna figure out what's wrong with me. and who the heck pass me that stupid saddness disease! disgusting idiot! ><
i've been thinking about you lately. a lot. just when i close my eyes, you appear in front of me. i miss you that much and i really wanted you to know. maybe i'm thinking too much. and maybe my trust for you is that low. cause i just couldn't sense your love for me. i guess you're either angry with me or disappointed. and i really wanna apologise to you to keep disturbing you. i'm sorry.
done blogging.
-get me out of this freaking life.-
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